Currently Listening Gold By Sublime see related

Wow... two fucking years has floooooowwnnn by. I can't believe. Damn, now I feel so old. lol

I'm in college. Out of the house. Away from home. Down in the big, old city of Boston! I can't believe I actually made it here. Seriously, I always thought I was gonna be one of those kids who are sucked into the black hole which is Fryeburg, Maine and I would never get to leave. Guess I proved myself wrong, huh?

Amazing.

Oh, and I just realized how old my profile picture is. Hm. Maybe I should get on that, but being the procrastinator that I am I may not change it for months. Surprise, surprise. That pic is from when my hair was nice and long like a year and a half ago. I have changed a lot since then.  Krissy took it outside of Fryeburg Academy. Hmmm... feels like ancient history.

Its kinda strange when you go back to see your family in your hometown when you've been away at school. I mean... this is home now isn't it? I live in Boston now. Not Stow, Maine. So now I am a vacationer... in Maine. God, I am so strange.

And its really weird how people here think I am weird for not believing in God. Why am I capitalizing that word. I usually don't. god... there no god, so no capitalization.

Sorry for the rambling. I could've kept going though. Just be thankful I didn't.

<3 Casey

Wow. It has been quite a while, 3 days short of two months actually, since I have written.  Well, tomorrow is Homecoming so I'll probably go. Just for shits and giggles, I guess.  It is at the North Conway Grand so it should be cool. Prom-like probably, minus the good food, $200 dresses, and $45 tickets.   Looks like I'm going to the football game tomorrow too. Yay for school spirit. They are going to look like  a damn rainbow out there.  They have a bunch of different colored uniforms and helmets since like 4 or 5 different schools donated them to us. Ok, I am bored. I have nothing much to say except that friends suck. Some of them always seem to have to let you down. Ok well I am done now.

Till sometime...

~*Casey*~

Currently Listening Third Eye Blind By Third Eye Blind see related

Grr...  Everyone form work tonight went out to the drive-in on a triple date and I didn't.  You know why?  Because I'M SINGLE!!!!  Lake and Travis, Adam and Laura, and Jacqui and Brian all went after Adam and I worked tonight.  I hate missing out on things like that. It seemed like so much fun.

I think I am going to be single for the rest of my life.

The universe doesn't want me to be loved or to love romantically.

~*Casey*~

I feel like my world is crashing down around me. 

I keep pushing things way back in my mind so I don't have to think about things at work.  I figure if I keep doing this sooner or later I'll forget about it all, but in reality I never will.  They will just eat away at me so I can't sleep and I get up every day with a huge stomach ache. 

I always do this. 

Fuck.

True Story. A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholicism is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshipped Satan. A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.

If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're Catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness.

I like this...  Hopefully, if enough people post this,  it will make some poeple think and reconsider their judgements they make about others lives and the way they should be lived.

Till sometime...

~*Casey*~